suddenly, i miss my blog. feel like writing something here, but feeling so strange to blog again after so long.
listening to Mariah Carey and Boys2Mens's "One sweet day", song is sweet but not my heart. I feel extremely bitter. I've done something terrible, to somebody who loves me with his life. I know even one thousand sorries cannot cure your broken heart... i believed in karma, and im afraid. What goes around will eventually comes around.
I've changed. i see it by my own eyes. changed into someone who is more irritating. because even myself dont like myself anymore. I can predict how much others dislike me too. But I just want to be who i like to be, do things i like to do. Just give me a break, and a little escape! |