I got a few days off, skipped a few classes. It is already week 13, that's why. Again, final exam is around the corner. It was last year the last time i sit for final exam. Have to start study like a madness woman in order to sit for the papers and get a flying-not-so high result.The circulation willl keep going on till next year. I feel bored already. And I'm saying this when Im only 21. Im useless i guess.

Got a bad news last night,mom called, said aunt got diagnosed having cancer,2nd stage. I.... dunno what can I do for her. This will always be the last thing I want to happen on her. And my mom too. Aunt loves me and cares for me like her daughter, and I do loves her back like my mom. Recently my mom also claimed that she is feeling ill all the time and having some old-folks-diseases-symptoms. Things that I can do is buying her vitamins and calcium that can strengthen her. >< Friends who like to lie... me having s few. Sometimes you wouldn't know who to believe who to trust. I used to believe everything they told. But now i doubted everything they told.

This isn't what friends are for. It's week 13, but I still not motivated in picking up my books. What is wrong with me? Rainy day makes my day more blue...